i once loved him...
but now him leave me.

i don't know why, i still miss you.
i don't know, how long i still can miss you
if you're mine, we will be together again.
However, i believed everything happened for a reason.
If you leave me is fate than i should just accept it and move on like how you did.
Now, i think found someone like you♥.

○ Basically, it just a PURELOVE <3
○ i want you. only you :D
○ LongerandLongerHair :D

so yeah....come here update abit !!!!!!!!!!!

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hellos ppls!!!!
erm....such a long time didnt post le....
hahs okay now i'm back ;x
erm...what should i post le...
the YOV shift had already end few days ago...
i still kinda miss the surrounding there and the ppl i know from there heh...and today morning
i was like omg, the cook island the ruby team one of them ask dorog for stead ;x;x;x;x;x hahas so high mans when talking to them hahas,they was like so cool cause i throw the ruby ball like dont know what shit like that and they can throw so straight and nice
so i keep on telling dorog that they are kewl~!!! then nat tang keep on saying nat ng will jealous de, dont firlt around....and i was like wtf!!! lol.
dont care and continue talking to them ;x
but one thing i regret is never take photo with them and ask for their facebook acc!!!!!!!!!!! urgh lol hahas lx
 hahas but aye and krishelle that shift got funny thing happened!!! hahas verty funny also the shift with mr noel tan is fun too
i enjoy my self there cause i overcome the fear to talk to strangers heh and also in the whole group...i was called extar cause i only odyssian but not SC!!! so what i dont care eh, teacher pick me will of cause have their own reason eh. ;x heh
 have nothing much to say now....
so gtg
plus tired!!!!
byebye ;x

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humans are really really a funny living thing in the earth....
hah, i think everybody born in this world, anytime any where....
when they are born....they life are just a starting and it just like a blank paper.
when they started to talk,walk,run,laugh and cry....they story just began...
and they life will continue to go on and the paper will fill with many words, memories....but if you move one wrong step the paper will be like a ink was pour on it...and it cant be remove anymore...

erm, wth i writing?! okay nvm. write for fun then...
okay what should i say....i just got my yog tee today..and it was like...OMG!
the tee is in yellow colour and design is plain and then the size is too BIG!
size is SMALL but turn out to be like M SIZE!
haix...i shall put xs but miss liao told me the size is like the class tee so i put S...haix. nvm
erm...then everything is back to normal but still
the waves is gonna hit soon....hahas...busy week is coming soon very soon...
around 9 more days, YOG is going to start and we will be doing a dry run this friday.
haix.the training that ethen gave us, make me thinks i'm not confident enough..and also very sucks...the role play make me nervous,very nervous....haix...plus i cant talk loud in front of so many people, stage fright!!!!!urgh....get nervous easily went i was on stage or something ;x;x;x;x;x;x;x and now wan me to talking to strangers! lol.
erm...also can lars also not the first time le....
lol.this remind of that man at the bus stop...wtf dont say lars. so weird to talk about...
okay....erm,let me think...anymore to say????
oh ya! that POA test!!!! urgh, careless, and now i got to go back for sup lesson next wed TnT ahh~~~i dont wan lars....urgh, haix....do too fast forget to check the back statement damm! now test never pass and today the physic test also need 4 more marks to pass!!!!! and the sci HOD at there kpo reshuffle the sitting arrangement and =,= now i sitting at the back....haix. kao, cant even see the broad....cb...
haix...
i guess i should go now....my back seriously pain ttm!
haix....kays shall go now...if not my mother come out and scold or my ahma T~T

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what a good match today ;D
played badminton with karine, yong wei,guo wei and nat...
have a lot of fun eh ;D
hahas,play with yong wei then guo wei after that karine then nat ...
but also got tag team ;D hahas
tag team part so funny, at first me and yong wei VS karine and nat...
but they two like no mo qi...so play liao not fun then i switch with karine so the team change.
yong wei and karine VS me and nat... then yong wei very gu yi lor i stand infront ... he hit to the back..
i go the back he hit to the front...wtf!!!!! walaus...i wanna play also like that de....
hahas
after that.... everyone came to my house for a rest also help yong wei to print something then a small chat ;D:D:D
then go facebook find something....ha make us laugh ;x
lol.around 6 plus send them to the bus stop....then when home ;D
okay lars..
erm...gtg le
watch my anime ;D;D;D
hehex.


i will listen to you story, when u need me to listen to you ;D

Hellos ;D
long long time didnt update my blog le hor.
today went for check up and the result next Friday then know.haix.
the test make me feel something bad ... when doing the beep beep thing....
my left eye totally blur out, i was stun at first.
cause it the first time i have this kind so problem..
i stare at the orange light and after awhile is became 2 and i was shocked.
i faster blink my eye but it doesn't get better but worst. the light became 3....
i am afraid. cause that time i was really totally stun and i can't felt any dots with the white light...
and it is totally blur....yeah blur out....
but this is not the first time that it happens.
just that this is the first time the sight became blur is so serious..
other time was just staring at computer but this few months didnt happened but just today at the room doing the test....it happened...
haix. hope the result will be okay...

anyway ytd i go to SAM for the SYF Award. for the infor is bronze award.
i still cant believe, cause i get a bronze for syf for the school and for my whole life..but still was so happy ^V^

okay....
now i got nothing to say cause..too bored. okay lars.gtg too bye ;D

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hellos ppl,
haix....such a tired day for me....
and esp something which relate to relationship...

i know u will be reading this so i will just type it here.
you said u hate to see me to be sad but what is the reason for doing this....
you told me that you love me, i dont believe in it and you know.
so still even u know the answer still waiting for what.
even u wan to be with me, even u wan to love me....
i cant take it anymore

i know if i dont forget the past, i wont be moving on. even if i forgot the past i will rather forget everything and i will continue to write my story in a new chapter.
i know life is like a story once you stain a black ink on it, you can't erase it and it will stay forever that. this is how life are, once you get hurt it takes time to recover and after recover the wounds will left a scar on it.

in my life you are just a person who is a passer-by.maybe you fall in love with me but i not the one for you....
and i know if friends to lover is possble but if after break....and back to friends.
the relationship wont be like the past....
i dont want this kind of things to happen....
and please dont think that you know me,
you dont know me well....

i'm tired, really really tired.
need to sleep now.

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